The Rape GameLets play a little game,
and I'll tell you how to play.
First I'll use you, then I'll break you,
then I'll throw you away.
Sounds fun doesnt it,
but wait, i just began.
I'll come to you in the dead of night
and you wont know who i am.
I'll whisper things in your ear.
You'll shiver at my voice.
I'll push you up agaimst a wall
and I'll take away your choice
I'll know you for a minute.
Shorter than any of your friends
but you'll think of me more often
than you will any of them.
I'll make you hurt yourself.
I'll make you want to die.
I'll make you cry every night
and I'll make you feel dirty inside.
I'll make your friends think you crazy
when you dont want to be touched.
I'll make the world look down on you.
they'll call you a whore and a slut.
I'll make you feel the guilt
for what you didnt do
I'll make you feel like a piece of trash
I'll make feel lost and used.
I'll make you hate yourself.
You'll suffer everyday
And nothing that you ever do
will make me go away.
You'll never be able to
ABC Guide to MeABC GUIDE TO ME
All this time i let myself
Believe that it was my fault and I
Done something about it.
Everything I've missed out on.
Finding that i could only keep
Good friends for a short while.
Having found out my past and
Insecurities they decide its better to
Just leave instead of
Knowing more secrets too heavy.
Loosing relationships because of this
Monster thatconsumed me then and haunts me
Now. Having to deal with the
Pain that I have for myself. It never
Quites. The hatred for certian others that
Rests in the back of my mind.
Sometimes I wish I could just stop
Thinking. Get out a breath not
Under pressure. To
Visit a place
Xtremes in life dont consist of
Zoning out to erase the things in memory that never should have happened