ABC Guide to MeABC GUIDE TO MEAll this time i let myselfBelieve that it was my fault and ICould haveDone something about it.Everything I've missed out on.Finding that i could only keepGood friends for a short while.Having found out my past andInsecurities they decide its better toJust leave instead ofKnowing more secrets too heavy.Loosing relationships because of thisMonster thatconsumed me then and haunts meNow. Having to deal with theOngoingPain that I have for myself. It neverQuites. The hatred for certian others thatRests in the back of my mind.Sometimes I wish I could just stopThinking. Get out a breath notUnder pressure. ToVisit a placeWhere myXtremes in life dont consist ofYelling orZoning out to erase the things in memory that never should have happened
Fly to the WallYou fly far,stopped by a wall.You didnt see it,and now you fall.You fall to a cage,where you were before.Forced to be a lieto be better or more,a world awaythey might be free.You have to get out,you have to see.Pushing away,the forceful hands.You start to fly,a new journy begins.You fly far,stopped by a wall.You didnt see it,and now you fall.